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Releasing Today: Hope in Defiance
And here’s one of my favorite scenes from Hope in Defiance:
âHope, I pray youâll forgive me the wine choice.â Carefully, Edward poured a shimmering red stream into Hopeâs glass. She bit her lip, and leaned forward, eyes wide with anticipation. She reminded Lane of a kid peering at candy in the mercantileâs window.
âIt looks lovely,â she said, reaching for it.
âI so wanted a merlot from Château de Goulaine, but it was impossible.â He poured Laneâs glass, then his own and sat down. âI remembered your fondness for pinot noir from Dopff-Au-Moulin, and, lo and behold, I was able to get a crate shipped in time. Very exciting.â
âVery,â Lane muttered, sniffing the wine. He thought it smelled a little like peat moss. He sniffed again. Nah. Peat moss soaked in an oak barrel stuffed with raspberries.
Edward raised his glass and swirled the liquid around and around, staring into it like he expected to find something. âNo doubt, Mr. Chandler, it will taste quite foreign to you, since youâre used to staleââ
âHave you ever had wine?â Hope cut in. âI find it is either something you love or hate.â
Lane glanced up from the glass, to Edwardâs slightly quirked eyebrow, to Hopeâs warm expression. She wouldnât let Edward embarrass him if she could help it. He appreciated the effort.
âOnly what I had in a little church in El Paso once,â he told her. âI think I was about five, so I donât remember it.â
She raised her glass and swirled the burgundy-colored liquid. âWine is complex and there is a great deal of effort that goes into creating the flavor.â
âNot just the flavor.â Edward took a sip, swallowed, and savored it with his eyes closed. âWine is an experience. An explosion of subtle flavors. Oak and cherry.â He thought for a moment. âHint of vanilla. Possibly a touch of cumin. Velvety. And it finishes off gently.â
Lane had to force himself to keep from slapping his forehead. These two sure took their wines seriously.
Hope had a sip and considered it for a moment as well. âOh, yes, thatâs lovely. A little buttery.â She paused. âYes, thereâs the vanilla, and possibly a touch of mushroom.â
Both of them turned to Lane, expectantly. He was pondering the mushroom observation when Hope dipped her chin, nudging him.
âWell,â Lane picked up his glass, âhere goes.â He took a tentative sip. Fought to control a grimace. He nearly burst out with, âPeople enjoy this?â But managed to cut off the comment.
âBefore you say anything,â Hope raised her hand in a pleading gesture, âtry to think about what you tasted.â
Lane focused on all the odd flavors in his mouth, but couldnât settle on anything. A little flustered, he took another sip. Since he knew what to expect, this one wasnât as jarring. After a moment, he nodded, almost amazed. âYeah. Oak.â There was a sweetness, too. âThereâs the grape. And vanilla.â He set down the glass and nodded, but it wasnât something heâd be inclined to make a habit of. They were still staring at him. Edwardâs subtly raised brow was an expression of triumph. Did he think Lane was too much of a Texas hayseed to appreciate wine? Did Lane care what Edward thought? âItâs a fine drink, I suppose, but Iâll stick to my whiskey.â
âYes, I understand,â Hope looked down at her napkin quickly. âWine is an acquired taste.â
âAnd not everyone will do so,â Edward raised his glass to Lane and smiled. âPity. At least you tried.â
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Lane fumbled his way through dinner, allowing Hope to point out which fork to use for the salad and so on and so forth. At least by dessert, he knew which spoon to grab, and was no stranger to coffee. The conversation of theater, literature, and politics, however, highlighted his ignorance and he didnât say much. At least watching Hope light up at the discussions of W.S. Gilbertâs new play made the beating worth it. Even if, suddenly, Laneâs world felt very small.
âExcuse me, gentlemen,â Hope rose, and Lane and Edward followed. âIâm going to powder my nose.â
She left the table and Lane poked at his chocolate mousse. He had no doubt Edward was going to take the opportunity to say what was on his mind and waited patiently. This whole dinner was a charade, a plan, aimed at making Lane look stupid. Or at least ignorant. And not worthy of Hope.
âI donât mean to be rude, old man,â Edward began, âbut do you seriously think you should pursue a relationship with Hope?â
Well, âleast he doesnât beat around the bush. Lane leaned back in his chair and eyed Edward with the same stare heâd give to a growling dog about to get a good, swift kick. âWhat I seriously think about anything is no concern of yours.â
Edward huffed. âRight there is an example of my meaning. You donât care about Hope. What makes her happy. Sheâs called to greater things. What can you offer her here, in this grubby little town?â Edward snatched his napkin from his lap and tossed it on the table. âI would bet youâve never even read Shakespeare.â
Lane didnât deign to answer. Just held Edwardâs gaze.
The manâs pretty-boy face took on a hard edge and he leaned forward a little. âYou may be some sort of excellent marksman and rugged frontiersman, but let me tell you what I see. Youâre a low-born, uneducated, uncouth, poorly paid cowboy.â
Cowboy. Edward said the word as if Lane was a worm. Scum floating on stagnant water. Laneâs jaw tightened and his pulse ticked up. Well, if the man wanted a fightâŚ
âAnd whatâs more, Iâll make sure Hope sees you in the proper light. When she does, sheâll be done with this nonsense of being a doctor in this filthy, hardscrabble town.â
âAnd go back to Philadelphia with you? As a nurse? As your wife?â
Edward grinned, showing perfect, pearly white teeth. âYes.â
Lane had no time for a reply as Hope approached the table but didnât take her seat. âEdward, I have enjoyed our dinner. Very much actually, but I need to get home. Thank you for going to all this trouble.â
Slowly, Lane rose to his feet, shadowed by Edward. âYeah, it was one interesting meal.â Lane grinned as well, though it was as fake as Edwardâs icy smile.
âNo trouble at all.â He then shifted to Hope, and his expression warmed considerably. âMy dear, weâll do this again.â He kissed her on the cheek. âNow that weâre all friends, Iâll plan more festive dinners.â
âPlease tell Lucy the duck was magnificent.â
âI certainly will.â
Lane lightly clutched Hopeâs arm and walked away with her, but stopped just shy of the restaurant entrance. âYou know, I didnât thank Edward properly. Give me just a second.â
Without waiting for Hope to reply, Lane pivoted and walked back to Edward, who was still standing at the table, watching them. Lane offered his hand and as Edward took it, said, âIt is not in the stars to hold our destinyâŚbut in ourselves. Julius Caesar, Act One, Scene Two.â He winked at Edward. âThanks for dinner, pard.â
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I’m Your Density — My New Release
My density has brought me to you.
Okay, sorry, if you are not a Back to the Future fan. Density translates to Destiny. But I have a destiny for you. A Destiny in Defiance.
Releasing November 1, it is book 4 in the Romance in the Rockies saga. A Promise in Defiance, Book 3, was supposed to be the last book but you guys just can’t get enough of Charles McIntyre!
I have a lot to say about book 4–its great characters, its politically incorrect views, its robust length–but I thought today I’d share some random insights and a little background on the story.
So, as it often happens, I started A Destiny in Defiance with one idea but some of the other characters simply wouldn’t be quiet. Hence, the story definitely heats up the rivalry between Charles and Matthew, but Naomi has her own set of problems revolving around the men in her life–namely, Charles and Two Spears. There is Hannah, trying to figure out if a woman truly can have it all–love, career, family–or does something gotta give? And Mollie and Emilio move forward. A little.
The biggest surprise, though, came from two new/semi-new characters: Lane Chandler, the foreman at the King M ranch, and Dr. Hope Clark. Lane started leaping off the page, waving at me to give him a bigger part. He turns out to be quite the cowboy. And Hope is a complex character who is tired of being the rope in a tug of war between her fiance and her father. At some point, she needs to figure out what–and who–she wants out of life. Will she find real romance in Defiance?
I’ve posted BELOW a short excerpt from A Destiny in Defiance. Read it and comment on it. I’d love to hear your thoughts. We’re still doing final edits and wordsmithing, but I think this snippet is passably entertaining.
A Destiny in Defiance releases on November 1.
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**Rebecca and Hannah are discussing the mysterious new nurse in town:
A cup of coffee pressed to her lips, Rebecca watched Hannah drizzle melted butter over a steaming biscuit, tear off tiny pieces and feed them to Little Billy. Her glassy stare, however, said her mind was elsewhere. Around them, the Trinity Innâs restaurant reverberated with chatting customers, tinkling silverware and the clank of dishes.
âBilly thinks I should just ask her outright.â
Rebecca set the cup down. âWhy donât you?â
âOh, I suppose eventually I will. I just thought by now she would have revealed a little more of her story to me.â
âYou said sheâs a private person. Those kind donât open up easily.â
âI guess. Itâs just that sometimes when she talks, itâs like sheâs saying one thing but thinking another. I donât know.â She picked up a napkin and dabbed at her sonâs face. âI canât explain it.â
âAwkward pauses? Sentences that seem to redirect abruptly?â
Hannah looked up. âYes.â
Rebecca nodded. âWhen I interviewed her, I had that same sense. As if she almost says one thing, but then quickly corrects and says something else.â
âSo, what do you think? Do you agree with me thatâs something amiss? But not necessarily something terrible,â Hannah was quick to add.
âPossibly.â
âI think it has something to do with Edward.â
âThis is all conjecture.â Rebecca took another sip then grasped the cup in both hands. âPointless speculation untilâŚâ
âUntil what?â
âUntil I actually do a little digging.â
Yes, A Promise in Defiance is a Bit of a Tear-Jerker but…
 I wrote A Promise in Defiance (which is on sale right now for only .99–regularly $4.49) with one scene in mind–the main character dying in the street. And I find it really interesting how the Holy Spirit led the whole book to that moment! I mean, it just worked out perfectly. And while the story wraps up with hope and redemption, I like how I left a few characters with some unanswered questions–meaning, waiting to hear from God on some issues, because, as it turns out, by popular demand, there is a Book 4.
In honor of A Promise in Defiance being on sale today, I thought I’d share a snippet of one of my favorite scenes with you. It’s hard to do, b/c there are so many plot twists in A Promise, it’s difficult to avoid SPOILERS! But here ya go:
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Leaning on the bar, Delilah listened for a moment to the sounds that had played in the background of most of her life: men muttering, laughing, cursing; the slap of cards and the triumphant cry over a winning hand; the jangle of chips being dragged across the felt; a tinny piano belting out a lively tune. Beneath it all, the sultry voices of her girls issuing their sirenâs call.
Only the saloon of The Crystal Chandelier was open. The theater was still a week away from its first show. The men didnât mind too much. From the moment she had flung open her doors, the crowd had been steady and strong. The girls in their cribs were producing well. She flipped through the papers in front of her, covered in names and numbers, tallies at the bottom. Yes, they were turning a nice profit.
The upstairs girls here in the saloon would begin receiving callers Saturday night. The Celestial Flowers, however, were destined for her auction. In the meantime, all these little ladies were working the floor, advertising their potential, but serving drinks only. The tease never failed to have the men queuing up for opening night.
âWhatâs the matter, Big Jim? You look a little down.â
Delilah didnât look over at Mary Jean addressing a customer, but the softness in the girlâs voice intrigued her, and she continued listening.
âAh, I ainât down.â
From the corner of her eye, Delilah saw the big man in a sheepskin vest drop his two bits on the counter.
âI was thinkinâ about that Preacher.â
Mary Jean poured Big Jim a shot and took his money. âThinkinâ âbout what?â
âIâm still rankled about that mess on his door. Whoever did thatâll try somethinâ new. Tomorrow is Sunday. I was pondering staying sober and seeinâ if I might catch me a scat-smearinâ coward sometime tonight.â
âCoward?â Smithâs voice. He had slipped up on the other side of Big Jim.
âSmith.â Big Jimâs tone turned hard. âI donât reckon you had anything to do with the âpaintâ left on the Preacherâs door? Sounds like somethinâ youâd do.â
âYou callinâ me a coward?â
The two men faced each other.
âThatâs enough, boys.â Delilah did not deign to look up. âNo fightinâ in my place. You know the rules. All fights go to the ring out back.â
Silence stretched out for a moment. Delilah did wonder between these two, who was the toughest. By all accounts, Smith was the meanest and sometimes that was more than enough to win a fight.
âYouâd best be careful, Smith.â Big Jim tossed back his drink, set the glass down, and stomped away. Mary Jean took his glass and hurried away to the dry sink behind the bar, as if to avoid Smith.
âDid you do that?â Delilah asked still without looking up. âHave you no better morals than to desecrate a house of God?â
âIt was just a little warning of whatâs coming his way.â
âLeave the Preacher alone for a bit. Make a little trouble for McIntyre. I donât care how you get to him, just make him suffer.â
âThatâs his foreman sittinâ over there in the corner. I heard him say McIntyreâs got a herd of two thousand head cominâ in tomorrow. Guess he wants to be a big cattle baron.â
This could be useful information. âHow many men in the crew?â
âDidnât ask. Probably at least twenty.â
âFree drinks for all of them when they come in the first night.â Delilah turned and scanned the crowd, looking for the foreman. âWhereâs McIntyreâs man?â
Smith chucked a thumb over his shoulder. âDusty fella, sitting under the lantern.â
âMary Jean,â Delilah called without looking at the girl, âbring me a bottle and two glasses.â She handed her receipts to Smith. âPut these on my desk upstairs. Mr. Foreman over there looks like he could use a bath . . . and a friend.â
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Who’s Your Daddy? The Question Every Shawnee Should Ask Before Abducting A Young Lady
I learned something today in my research into those feisty pioneer women that I just had to share. I knew that the Daniel Day-Lewis movie Last of the Mohicans was based on James Fenimore Cooper’s novel of the same name. What I didn’t know was that the story of white girls kidnapped by Indians was based on the actual event experienced by Jemima Boone, who was rescued by her legendary father, Daniel.

It’s a safe bet the Shawnee thought two young girls alone in a canoe were easy pickings. Hence, they received a good lesson in why a young man should always ask a young lady, “Who’s your daddy?”
The following short article is from a longer History.com article entitled 7 of the Gutsiest Women on the American Frontier. I’ve blogged about nearly all the women on the list but somehow missed Jemima. You should read the whole thing, it’s quite entertaining, but here’s my favorite part:

The Hollywood version of the Boones
Rebecca Boone wasnât the only formidable female in Daniel Booneâs family. His daughter Jemima earned her own spot in the history books on July 14, 1776. Thatâs when a Cherokee-Shawnee raiding group abducted Jemima, aged 14, along with two other girls while they floated in a canoe near their Kentucky settlement. Demonstrating their own knowledge of frontier ways, the quick-witted teens left trail markers as their captors took them awayâbending branches, breaking off twigs and leaving behind leaves and berries.
Their rescue team, led by Daniel Boone himself, took just two days to follow the trail and retrieve the girls. The rescuers included Flanders Callaway, Samuel Henderson and Captain John Holder, each of whom later married one of the kidnapped girls. This event became such an integral part of frontier lore, author James Fenimore Cooper included it in his classic novel The Last of the Mohicans.
Ah, those ladies in defiance. How their legends live on.
Susie Anderson–The Doctor Who Treated You, Hell or High Water
The women who built this country did amazing things to make America a better place and rarely complained while they were doing it. They just rolled up their sleeves and jumped in. They didn’t whine or cry. They didn’t call themselves victims when they weren’t treated fairly. They just kept working at doing good for the country or their little corner of it. AOC and Omar could learn a thing or two from these gals. Case in point, meet Susie Anderson.
Born in Indiana in 1870, she moved with her family to Cripple Creek Colorado at the beginning of the townâs gold rush. Deciding she needed more of a challenge than the rough and rowdy mining town could provide, her father encouraged her to attend medical school. In 1893, she entered the University of Michigan medical school. Little did she know how difficult the journey to put two letters behind her name would be.
 She graduated in â97, but while in school, was diagnosed with tuberculosis. The illness would plague her for the rest of her life. She returned to Cripple Creek and tended to the miners there for three years, but the pretty, petite doctor was jilted by her fiancĂŠ in 1900. That same year she suffered the loss of her little brother.
In need of a change, she relocated her practice to Denver. Surely, the bustling, modern city would provide a steady flow of patients. Not. Anderson nearly starved to death. Patients were very leery of a female doctor, especially when there were already several male doctors in town. Frustrated, she moved again, this time to Greely, and took work as a nurse. How frustrating that must have been for this gutsy, stubborn gal. Probably the stress had something to do with her TB flaring up. Sick and weak, Anderson moved to Fraser, Colorado to recuperate or die. She breathed not a word of her vocation.
But word got out, as it always does, and her health improved. I wonder if the two events are related? At any rate, the citizens of remote Fraser were delighted to have a doctor. They didnât care if she was male, female, or a different species entirely. Everyone from lumberjacks to ranchers to pregnant wives came to see her. She occasionally even treated a sick horse.
In her career as a doctor, âDoc Susieâ was paid with everything from firewood to food. Cash was an extreme rarity and her living conditions reflected that. Nearly destitute, sometime around 1915 or so she was appointed the Grand County Coroner and the regular paycheck helped ease some of her financial concerns.
She never owned a car but always found a way to visit her patients. Most often she walked, sometimes in hip-deep snow. Mostly, though, friends and family members of patients provided transportation. Anderson was not rich financially, but she earned an esteemed reputation as a fine rural doctor and diagnostician. Her life was not easy but I think thatâs how she would have wanted it. She liked fighting for her accomplishments.
She conquered a frontier, both real and emotional, leaving behind a path for other women who dared to dream big. Anderson practiced in Fraser until 1956 then retired to an old folks home in Denver. She died four years later and was buried with her family in Cripple Creek.
Respect the lace.
In Defiance of Failure. Trust God and Fish or Cut Bait…
Last time, if you will recall, I related that in back in 2000 I had started writing A Lady in Defiance and my computer crashed.
Several thousand words into the story I lost ALL of it.
Well, I had my hands full with a baby. I shrugged and thought I would probably come back to the story one day. If it wasnât dead and buried for good. Maybe God would resurrect it…Who knew?
Fast forward to 2007.
I took a job working for a vanity press doing author promotions. One day at a book signing, I was watching the author talk about his story and the thought came to me, âI can do this.â Meaning, write a book. I didnât know anything about plot structure, character arcs, POVs, but I had to write. It felt almost like a compulsion.
The story of three sisters stranded in a lawless mining town roared back to life in my brain. I dove in and had the first draft finished in March of â08, mere weeks before the Blue Ridge Mountains Christian Writers Conference.

Only, my first attendance was in 2008
I honestly donât even know who suggested I attend a writers conference. Iâd never given it any thought and Iâd never heard of this one. It was (and still is) held in Black Mountain, NC though, and I was up for any excuse to visit my mountains.
When I looked into it, I discovered that I could have a critique done on my first 30 pages by a seasoned professional writer, and even pitch the story to editors and agents! The possibilities were exciting and terrifying. I told my boys–five, eight, and forty-seven at the time–that I had no idea what to expect or even pray for. I just knew there was an adventure waiting.
I remember my eight-year-old said the most interesting thing then. He said, âItâs like that scene from Indiana Jones when he steps out into thin air. But thereâs really a bridge there to catch him.â
Wow. That’s called a Leap of Faith. And what a picture of how God holds us up and leads us. Instantly I knew I was supposed to go to this conference.
It turned out to be a life-changing event.
More next time…
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Of Popcorn and Prostitutes
I didn’t expect the research for A Lady in Defiance to break my heart.
If you have read my Defiance books, you know I’ve gone to great pains to bring the old west mining town of Defiance to life. Those “great pains” were hours of research. Admittedly, since I’m a history freak, I enjoyed most of it.
Some of it, not so much. Here’s what I didn’t enjoy: learning just how awful the lives of prostitutes in these lawless towns were.
While disease was the number one cause of death, the number two cause was customer violence. But get this: one report I read said that partner suicide was statistically valid. Meaning, the number of girls who made suicide pacts was not nominal. When life got so awful, so unbearable, many soiled doves agreed to end their lives together.
In Telluride at the height of the silver boom, there was one street in the red light district where the doors swung open and shut so fast it was nicknamed Popcorn Alley.
Think about that for a second.
In A Lady in Defiance, there is a scene in which a soiled dove opens the Bible and learns how Jesus dealt with a woman accused of adultery. I literally cried writing that part. I cried over my character finding hope…and over all the real prostitutes who never did.
Today, I pray for all the innocents abducted and forced into this lifestyle. Seems we’ve come full circle. Or, more accurately, outdone ourselves. Today, human trafficking has surpassed the illegal sale of arms. It will surpass the illegal sale of drugs in the next few years. Up to 300,000 Americans under 18 are lured into the commercial sex trade every year.
A hundred years ago, the citizenry rose up and ran brothels out of business either by force or by electing politicians who fined such houses out of existence. Today, all we seem to want to do is tear down Confederate statutes and blame each other for slavery that happened a hundred-plus years ago.
Here’s a thought: let’s turn our energy to something more positive. Let’s deal with today’s modern problem of sex trafficking and slavery and save some of the men, women, and children who have been forced into this horrid lifestyle.
Just my politically incorrect two cents.
(Check out https://arkofhopeforchildren.org/child-trafficking/child-trafficking-statistics)
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The Woman Who Struck Fear into the Hearts of…Rattlesnakes
I couldn’t resist sharing this tale with y’all. I was doing a little research and stumbled across the story of Kate McHale Slaughterback. Born in Longmont, CO in 1894, Kate was a pistol. By all accounts, she was strong-willed, independent, arguably surly, and she did not like to be told what to do. By anybody. Which may account for several failed marriages.
Perhaps headstrong to a fault, I can’t help but think this is the very flaw that saved her life and created her legend. You see, Mrs. Slaughterback came to be known as “Rattlesnake” Kate because she killed a few of the critters one afternoon–over 140 of them. One. Hundred. Forty.
As you might expect, the indpendent Kate could handle a gun. One afternoon she and her three-year-old son ventured down to a local pond. Some duck hunters had been there earlier and Kate thought she might have the chance to bag a wounded one for dinner. Walking back to her son and her horse, she noted a rattler crawling across her path and popped him with her .22. But another rattler appeared. And another. The ground literally started squirming with writhing, hissing, rattling snakes, scores of them, separating her from her little boy.
Kate shot rattlers until she ran out of ammo then she snatched up a sign (that supposedly read NO HUNTING) and went all Samson on the reptiles. For over two hours, she bludgeoned, kicked, stomped, and smashed snakes. Finally, she had a path open and made a beeline to her boy.
A neighbor noted her disheveled appearance when she returned home and she shared her story. Whether to prove the truth of it or gather up the skins, she and the neighbor returned to the site of the massacre. Color him appropriately impressed and he spread the story. The tale went viral, especially once the newspapers got hold of it, and like reporters were apparently compelled to do in those days, they gave Kate a moniker, dubbing her “Rattlesnake” Kate.
Kate was a skilled taxidermist and entrepreneur. Her fame allowed her to sell rattlesnake souvenirs, but she also made herself a dress out of the hides. Upon her death in Greely, CO in 1969, the garment was donated to the history museum there.
Now, I just want to say, what Kate did was crazy amazing. But as an arachnophobic, I can totally understand it. FEAR can make you insanely strong. If Kate was as afraid of snakes as I am of spiders, I can easily understand going whirling-dervish mad and killing snakes in a blind rage of fear and fury. And then you strand her child on the other side of the reptilian river? Oh, yeah, this is a Mama Grizzly story.
Can you imagine what she might have done if she’d had the jawbone of an ass?

Photo credit: 1987.32.0013A, City of Greeley Museums, Permanent Collection. Katherine Slaughterback with two strings of rattlesnakes, 1925. Photographer unknown.
A Few of My Favorite Things About Christmas
Christmas in the West in the 1800âs. For some reason, I get warm-and-fuzzy feelings thinking about the wide open spaces, deep snow, tall pines, warm hearths, homemade gifts, sleigh rides, fiddle music, shy cowboys asking for a dance at the Christmas ball–Whoops! Sorry, I drifted off there for a second!
You can see why I write this stuff!
Iâd like to share with you three of my favorite things that put me in mind of a Western Christmas: a certain book, a certain song, and a certain poem. Maybe theyâll set you to dreaming about a Cowboy–er, I Â mean, an old-fashioned Christmas, too!
THE BOOK-–More than a decade ago, I read A Bride Goes West, the memoirs of Wyoming wife and rancher Nannie Alderson. The book haunts me to this day. Youâd have to read it to understand, but Nannie was a fire-cracker with a rebelâs heart! Nothing ever kept her down; she accepted life with grace and grit and lived a grand adventure when the west was still wild and wooly.
Born to an affluent southern family, Nannie grew up in post-Civil War Virginia. Her home and community were spared much of the desolation of war, leaving her to blossom in a world that clung to the most genteel Southern graces. Her petticoats were ironed daily, she never cooked a meal or did her own laundry, but she did learn the most useless graces of high society. Her mother was a vain woman who enjoyed being the belle of the ball and was pleased to groom her daughter for the same fate.
Nannie only felt strangled by the shallow, societal confinements.
In 1880, she had the opportunity to visit a cousin in wild-and-wooly Kansas. Nannie jumped at it. Right from the start, she fell in love with the freedom of the West. No one judged her there; no one treated her like a hot-house flower. What you wore or who you ate dinner with didnât impress anyone. Folks were measured by their sand, not their silk breeches. Hard work and honest words were all that mattered.
While there, she met the man who epitomized these traits. Walt Alderson had left home at the age of 12 to make his way as a cowboy. He spent years learning to be the best cowboy he could be with the ultimate goal of running his own spread. In all that time, he never made one visit home.
Then suddenly, his future rolled out before him. He and his business partner purchased some land in Montana and started the work of building a ranch. For whatever reason, Walt decided in the midst of all this to check in on his family. The night he came home, Nannie was sitting on his living room settee.
Nannieâs recollections of building a ranch in the wilds of Montana with Walt are fascinating, detailed, peppered with humor, and always honest. She went from gliding across hardwood floors to sweeping dirt floors covered with canvas. She went from living in an antebellum mansion to a drafty, two-room cabin. She went from swirling about at parties with young men in perfectly tailored suits to dancing with dusty cowboys in patched up dungarees.
She had to learn to cook and her tutors were those trail-hardened ranch hands who treated her like a princess and readily forgave her for the rocks she called biscuits. She survived bed bugs and blizzards; delivered children with no midwife and stared down Indians. Nannie even shot a rattlesnake who attempted to take up residence in her kitchen. She readily admits she had moments when she felt sorry for herself, but, mostly, Nannie counted her blessings. She loved her life. She loved the way of life out West.
Like Walt, quitting was never part of the plan, even when the stock market crashed and Indians burned their house. For ten years they worked and slaved to forge a home from the beautiful, desolate, wide-open country in Montana. Â Even when Walt died, leaving her a widow with two young children, Nannie cowboyed up. She made ends meet; she raised good kids.
The next time your microwave goes on the fritz or you forget to pick up milk at the store, pick up a copy of A Bride Goes West. I guarantee this American woman will put things in perspective for you.
THE SONG–Two-Step ‘Round the Christmas Tree. I was in Wyoming on my honeymoon when I heard this song for the first time. It truly has special memories for me. Give a listen and get to dancinâ!Â
The Poem–The Creak of the Leather. The absolute maestro of cowboy poetry is the legendary Bruce Kiskadon. And if this poem doesnât make you want to strap on a pair of spurs and jump in the saddle and ride out and cut down a Christmas tree, check your pulse!Â
THE CREAK OF THE LEATHER
by Bruce Kiskaddon (1878-1950)
Itâs likely that you can remember
A corral at the foot of a hill
Some morninâ along in December
When the air was so cold and so still.
When the frost lay as light as a feather
And the stars had jest blinked out and gone.
Remember the creak of the leather
As you saddled your hoss in the dawn.
When the glow of the sunset had faded
And you reached the corral after night
On a hoss that was weary and jaded
And so hungry yore belt wasnât tight.
You felt about ready to weaken
You knowed you had been a long way
But the old saddle still kep a creakinâ

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Like it did at the start of the day.
Perhaps you can mind when yore saddle
Was standinâ up high at the back
And you started a whale of a battle
When you got the old pony untracked.
How you and the hoss stuck together
Is a thing you caint hardly explain
And the rattle and creak of the leather
As it met with the jar and the strain.
You have been on a stand in the cedars
When the air was so quiet and dead
Not even some flies and mosquitoes
To buzz and make noise âround yore head.
You watched for wild hosses or cattle
When the place was as silent as death
But you heard the soft creak of the saddle
Every time the hoss took a breath.
And when the round up was workinâ
All day you had been ridinâ hard
There wasnât a chance of your shirkinâ
You was pulled for the second guard
A sad homesick feelinâ come sneakinâ
As you sung to the cows and the moon
And you heard the old saddle a creakinâ
Along to the sound of the tune.
There was times when the sun was shore blazinâ
On a perishinâ hot summer day
Mirages would keep you a gazinâ
And the dust devils danced far away
You cussed at the thirst and the weather
You rode at a slow jogginâ trot
And you noticed somehow that the leather
Creaks different when once it gets hot.
When yore old and yore eyes have grown hollow
And your hair has a tinge of the snow
But thereâs always the memories that follow
From the trails of the dim long ago.
There are things that will haunt you forever
You notice that strange as it seems
One sound, the soft creak of the leather,
Weaves into your memories and dreams.